uncomfortablesoul:

You have come into my life through a door I was afraid would never be opened again, for many have slammed it on their way out. So please feel free to stay as long as you’d like. But should the time come that you must leave - please, close the door gently as you go.

 I’m so paranoid of getting hurt. I am always getting my heart broken over and over. My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it. I don’t know how much just one heart can take really, and I don’t really want to find out either.

Actually, I’m a little scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said “i’ll be there”… left.

“The more we start liking somebody, the more we fear losing them. It’s a human tendency because we can’t afford to lose a person chosen among millions.”

uncomfortablesoul:

“When things get tough, find a reason to go on instead of a reason to quit. Both are easy to find, but the one you chose will change your life.”

If I could I would tell you not to be afraid, don’t be. The pain that you feeling right now and the sense of loneliness, soon they will fade away. So dry your tear, put that smile on your face and rest assured that everything is going to be okay. I know nothing really works that easily, that you might feel that it is impossible, i know and i understand. but i promised, even if it’s not okay right now…one day, it will be.

uncomfortablesoul:

“I’ve spent a year building this complex series of booby traps so that nobody would ever get too close, and then you came along with that big beating heart of yours and broke all those walls down, and it’s just really scary. What if I lose you?”

I’m scared of this. I’ve been putting up a fight. But now I tell you openly, you have my heart so please don’t hurt me.

uncomfortablesoul:

“When things get tough, find a reason to go on instead of a reason to quit. Both are easy to find, but the one you chose will change your life.”

If I could I would tell you not to be afraid, don’t be. The pain that you feeling right now and the sense of loneliness, soon they will fade away. So dry your tear, put that smile on your face and rest assured that everything is going to be okay. I know nothing really works that easily, that you might feel that it is impossible, i know and i understand. but i promised, even if it’s not okay right now…one day, it will be.

uncomfortablesoul:

“I’ve tried to block your memory to protect me from the pain, pretend I never knew you, and never heard your name. But the walls aren’t strong enough and I fight my tears in vain. The feeling came creeping through and the hurt is still the same. I wish I could forget you, or make you see me now. The pain will ease in time, and though I know it’s over and what we had is gone, the memories will live forever in a corner of my mind.”

She: God after a long time i saw him today, he looks so happy. He didnt noticed me but i saw him smiling, he looks so fine. I know how i asked you to take care of him, to always make him safe and happy. I know how im asking you to make him feel love and even asked you to bring the right girl for him, someone who can take care of him, someone who will love him.  But why im feeling this way God? im hurting, i dont understand, i should be happy for him but im not. I feel bad, it shouldn’t be this way

God: i understand, dont worry it is natural to feel that way. You will get better, i promise.

She: but God, Why? I dont like this feelings, it feels like my heart is breaking again… It took me a years to put the pieces back together and i thought im already okay but seeing him again makes it painful again. Why?

God: because you love.

She: Does it really have to hurt? 

God: because that is how you will learn. You will be okay, can you please trust me? I am here, i will take that pain away, all you have to do is to let go, really just fully let go…everthing that is in your heart right now, that pain, anger, everything and just trust me! i am here for you. i love you.

uncomfortablesoul:

You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can’t see it now

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You’re just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you’re down to your last breath
And you don’t know it yet

But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there’s a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won’t be much longer
You’ll find love, you’ll find peace
And the you you’re meant to be
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
But one day you will - Lady Antebellum “One Day You Will”

“Life isn’t meant to be easy, it’s meant to be lived..sometimes happy, other times rough. But with every up and down you learn lessons that make you strong.”

uncomfortablesoul:

Moving on is not about not looking back. It’s taking a glance at yesterday, and seeing how much you’ve grown since then.

Maybe I have failed more often than I have succeeded but I can pick myself up, hold my head high and move forward.

Because I’m telling you that from this great fall, I’ve come a long way and I love my life now more than ever thought possible.

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